I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

  And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long, road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

  Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

Hai blogger mania, aku disini mau curhat tentang aku sekolah di SMAN 20 Surabaya.

jujur aja dulu aku masuk sini tu karna kepaksa gara-gara aku gak diterima di sekolah yang aku pilih, aku sempet nangis, kecewa, sedih tapi aku percaya kalo pilihan ini udah takdir aku. Hari-hari pertama aku berusaha jalani, sampai aku bener-bener nyaman sekolah disini

Dan ternyata, gak rugi-rugi banget  kok aku sekolah disini karna banyak guru-guru yang baik sama aku, temen-temen baru yang nyambung sama aku, dan satu lagi, aku nemuin cinta disini.

Sekolah disini juga fasilitasnya cukup lengkap walaupun dulu pas waktu pelajaran TIK, listriknya sering mati. hahaha, tapi please dong nyalain AC di kelas IPA 5 Pak Junet, hihi

ngomongin soal guru, pasti ada guru yang gak enak dan yang baik sama kita, guru gak enak identik yang bikin siswanya ngerasa terkekang sama tugas-tugas yang dikasih tapi aku berusaha buat ngerjain meskipun dalam hati ngerasa bosen, capek dan ngeluh. kalo guru enak sih gampang pokoknya kita nurut pasti dapet nilai bagus, contohnya kayak guru matematika+wali kelasku tercinta saat ini. Mr. Endi

Sekolah disini juga buat aku lebih ngerti tentang arti PERSAHABATAN, yang butuh kekompakan, kasih sayang dan saling support. NATION. itu nama yang dikasih buat mengenang persahatan yang udah dibentuk dari kelas X9. Sekalipun udah dipencar tapi ALHAMDULILLAH kita masih kompak meskipun kita jarang kumpul karna kesibukan masing-masing

Dan dari sekolah ini aku nemuin CINTA, haha kata orang cinta pas masa SMA tu paling berkesan tp buat aku enggak juga soalnya terkadang cinta yang aku temuin disini gak selamanya mulus, ada kerikil-kerikil kecil yang buat aku busa ngerasain sakit hati. tp kalo udah kelas 3 gini maless banget yang ngurusi soal cinta, bikin pusing, stres dan bikin cepet tua gara-gara banyak marahnya, hehe

udah ya blogger mania sampe disini dulu curhatan ku, kapan-kapan dilanjutin lagi, okee